I need to write this morning but I don't think that life is going to let me. I can feel my depression and my responsibilities pressing in squeezing until it is hard to breathe. I know I have probably pissed some people off lately because I haven't wanted to be social but sometimes I just need to breathe. Life doesn't let you do that, though. The more responsibilities you have, the tighter the saran wrap is wound.
I forgot about this journal for a long time. I haven't posted on my regular blog in months. I don't want to check facebook or twitter because all my friends on there seem to be doing is tearing each other down. They are so busy trying to rub someone else's face in the dirty over beliefs or politics that none of them will look up and see that they are the main attraction in a dog fight.
If I chose not to fight and keep my opinions to myself then obviously I am against whatever side of whatever conflict they are supporting. I try to keep my post neutral but keep getting jumped on about my views anyway.
*sigh* no wonder I am so down lately.